I had a coworker say something interesting to me the other day. He was looking at this little case I carry in my EDC (Every Day Carry) bag and said that I didn’t strike him as the “needs to carry a portable hard drive” kind of guy. I replied that I’m not, and opened the case. His response to what’s inside was what interested me most; he said “that sums you up perfectly.”
Here’s the case:
It’s an old Case Logic portable hard drive case. I used it briefly at a previous job when I did actually have to carry one around all day at work – being prone to dropping things, I was extra careful with company property.
Now, what is it that this guy saw inside that he thought was just the right juxtaposition that it summed me up so perfectly?
This:
the contents are:
headphones, chapstick, thumbdrive (no longer really used so due to be tossed), tiny multitool, cheap disposable pen, comfy writing pen, EDC fountain pen, charging cable for bike headlight/Kindle, and while I’m riding my pocket notebook (side note: why do most pocket notebooks have such flimsy covers? There’s supposed to be carried in your pocket, right?)
At first I wasn’t sure what to make of his comment, then I realized that he had just inadvertently paid me a compliment. I’ve been trying for some time to come up with a way to summarize and explain my Analog/Digital way of seeing life and he had just pointed out that I carry the perfect analogy in my bag.
On the outside, I’m an IT guy. Currently I work on deploying Windows 7 for various companies. On the inside, I write most of my thoughts out on paper before going to the keyboard, like how fountain pens feel when they scratch across the paper, but still have gadgets to charge (even if one is to help me NOT drive and the other keeps my library simplified).
Right now one of the biggest issues on my mind is how I’m going to reconcile these two parts of me in order to complete my trainer training, get through the internship I need before I can become certified, and start looking for work WHILE continuing to work full time in IT Monkey land. I know, if only all life’s troubles could be so…
Once this project gets off the ground, my days will be easily taken up with deploying computers and walking users through the nuances of Windows 7 (said with not the slightest hint of sarcasm) so it will be easier to not let my mind wander to cob construction, raising backyard chickens and mace swings (look it up). in the meantime I just have to do my best to look interested in meetings and be sure the last site I was looking at has something to do with work…or be sure to leave a couple of spreadsheets open and a few printed out scattered across the workbench I call a desk…and be sure to write every morning. I find it very cathartic to write for myself, I’m trying to do 500 words every morning, after I come upstairs and put on water for tea, but before I open email, rss, or twitter. Between the meditating and the writing, it’s hard to say which is having more of an effect, but I’m definitely starting to feel Rebalanced…





